Random Musings

The journey ive been on has given me the courage and the strength to work on myself. Some things ive learnt are... **Our mistakes dont define us, they actually teach us. It's our actions following a mistake that define us. We aren't perfect people...but we can be genuine in our apologies, and understanding of the hurt we cause.... Broken people break people....and hurt people hurt people! Looking beyond the pain you feel to see the pain that they are in. And then allowing yourself to become vulnerable again with open and honest communication. Forgiveness isnt about saying that what they did was ok....its about letting go of your negative feelings and pain. Learn to forgive....learn to let go....while remebering not to forget because how else do we learn. Above all forgive yourself and learn from it....always. Know your worth....understand what it is and where it comes from. Dont be scared to stand your ground and not accept less than what you need or deserve. Someone wh

Its his birthday....and he's such a good master, i need to please him extra special... Motel room booked....he knows he's getting another girl that ive found for him. He has no idea what she looks like, her name or what exactly he going to walk into. That trust alone has every sense in my body aching as i wait for her to arrive at the room. She's to arrive and im going message him that we will be ready in 45mins. Ive never met her but spent several weeks chatting, sexting and dreaming about this night together. She has me dripping in antipation and nerves. Im dressed in my white suspenders, and stockings amd bras, silver stilettos...nothing else when she knocks at the door. I quicky message him so he knows when to arrive. The look of delight on her face as she takes in every last inch of me...im a bundle of nerves and almost cum as i step toward her and brush past her to close the door. She dressed in a little black dress and black stileeotes. Shes fucking perfect....