I know what i want...

I dream of the day this reads 'i have'....
Until then the position is vacant

I ne

ed...
To be desired, wanted and needed
I want...
To be on his mind every spare moment, to
have him lost in thoughts and fantasies of all the things he wants to do to and with me
I crave...
The praise and rewards for being a good girl
I need...
to hear his thoughts and desires
I want...
To hear his troubles and worries
I crave...
his total dominence and care
I need...
The mind blowing chemistry and connection
I want...
To be owned, used and enjoyed, mind and body

So now that i know....how the hell to i find it.


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