Self discovery???

....or is it something else.

This last week had been especially hard on me. Life and my choices had bitten me on the arse and definately not in the way I like it.

Inside of this strong and independent women something was screaming at me. I was angry at myself and I wanted to be punished for it. This side of me making the choices that i know the consequences are going to hurt way more than thing being done, i needed to be punished and fucked into submission.

And so when a planned play session got cancelled.. omfg this bratt I never knew was in me came out. And I didnt like it.


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